I'm Back!!!!

            Not sure what came over me today, but it was like something sparked. I want to start doing this again. I want to write about my journey in life and share it with my social media world. I know some of this stuff can be so controversial. Should we share our private life with others? Do we open ourselves up for vulnerability and judgement by sharing our challenges and obstacles? I know it's a risk. I also believe that sharing experiences helps other not feel so much anxiety over their own obstacles and challenges, and of course the good stuff too. Whats wrong for feeling proud of what we have accomplished, and for feeling shameful for what we have not?
         
            I didn't make the best choices in my life, but through those mistakes I have still pushed forward. I hope that my stories and experiences can help others realize that this thing we call life is such a blessing.

           Today I went to a body works plus abs class. Now I work out about 4-5 days a week, and I would consider myself in decent shape, not crazy or anything, just a basic healthy lifestyle. But when I took this class I realized how weak I really am. I had this thought to just walk out half way through. I wanted to quit. I think a lot of times I want to quit. I want to quit my job, I want to quit being a mom, I want to let the house go to shit, I want to not get my ass to gym 5 days a week. The one thought that got me through this class is that I can not believe how blessed I am to be able to even walk into this class. So many people are getting sick each day and can't even walk into a class like this let alone actually attempt to do it. Here I am bitching because it's hard...... So I got through it. I made it and I did OK. Now this class is something I will keep doing, because damn my core is weak!

           As I continue to write my blogs and go through these days I will share more of the challenges and blessings that I come across. A lot has changed this past year. Some have been amazing and others have been what we want to call bumps in the road. I hope that my experiences bring you positive empowerment and realizing that we are all on the same page. Just trying to make it and figure it all out.

Happy Friday!